A long, long time ago
A long time ago I wrote a post... and here I am again with another one...Finally!!
Anyway, things have been good lately; some not-so-good things have been happenin' too, but it's cool now.
I've had a bit of a struggle with what used to be my most important relationship; now He is on the back burner and I don't like it. I try to rationalize things and say that I need time to do my crap and I'll get back to Him.
But that's CRAP! I know that there's no reason I can't keep up with our relationship. I was just in a rut and did not want to admit it, because I was content where I was. Yes, Kris, I settled in my relationship with God...and yes, you always say not to do that. Oh well; "live and learn, then get Loved."
I am on my way to go running with some buds and then home to do more work and sleep. [maybe sleep first...? not sure ;) ]
I had started a great, deep post yesterday, but when I went to change the colors of the text, I deleted it somehow. But this is what you get. It's something, right?
Lata,
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Today: Cold, but happy; mostly just pensive.
A thought:
Ever wonder why animal crackers are so intricately designed, when kids are just going to eat them? Does it seem odd that we put more stock into the appearance of our food than the taste at times? Are you still wondering what the word pensive means?
Anyway, things have been good lately; some not-so-good things have been happenin' too, but it's cool now.
I've had a bit of a struggle with what used to be my most important relationship; now He is on the back burner and I don't like it. I try to rationalize things and say that I need time to do my crap and I'll get back to Him.
But that's CRAP! I know that there's no reason I can't keep up with our relationship. I was just in a rut and did not want to admit it, because I was content where I was. Yes, Kris, I settled in my relationship with God...and yes, you always say not to do that. Oh well; "live and learn, then get Loved."
I am on my way to go running with some buds and then home to do more work and sleep. [maybe sleep first...? not sure ;) ]
I had started a great, deep post yesterday, but when I went to change the colors of the text, I deleted it somehow. But this is what you get. It's something, right?
Lata,
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Today: Cold, but happy; mostly just pensive.
A thought:
Ever wonder why animal crackers are so intricately designed, when kids are just going to eat them? Does it seem odd that we put more stock into the appearance of our food than the taste at times? Are you still wondering what the word pensive means?
posted by Michael-Fay @ 10/27/2004 07:03:00 PM
2 Comments:
At October 27, 2004 8:50 PM,
Smess said…
I love you and miss you and think you are crazy :o) But you'll always be my cousin and I'll have always loved you longest!! muah!!
At November 02, 2004 4:15 PM,
Anonymous said…
Its me! Topher! yeah!
Relationship is going a little rough, OK, So what? Do something about it instead of saying how it hasn't been so great lately. I say this because of a a quote I've seen recently:
Quote: "It is better to light a candle then complain about the darkness." R Herzog
Easier said than done I know, but lots of us are in the same boat with you (me too! Where's that freakin' paddle when you need it? Oh yeah--down-da-freakin-stream!). So dont' think I am criticizing because I'm not. But I think of this quote and it makes tons and tons of sense. You don't have to expect yourself to magicly move the skillet from the back burner to the front, but starting with a simple reach for the far off skillet is certianly a start that He appreciates. He'll be there to help along the way.
Love the one and only, Toph!
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