Viva las drogas!!

Hooray for drugs!!

Well, today started out ok, but went crappy from there. Nothing bad happened; in fact, I got to sleep over 9 hrs. (by some fluke)

The problem was that my allergies were ravaging me. I couldn't stop sneezing and my nose was dripping snot. (sounds great huh?) When I got to work, I already had Benadryl, then I took Sudafed Cold/sinus/allergy. That started to wear off, then I took more Benadryl. Now I'm dead tired and drowsy, and trying to add a post to my blog because a certain fiend (I mean friend) in Louisville wants me to update it.

Anyway, today was sucky in general and I've been dwelling on some things this past week that are just making me irritable. I've been thinking a lot about what I want for my future (marriage/single/relig. life). I have so many confusing thoughts running around about why I feel called to one over the other, but none has a super strong attraction for me. I can't get past the idea of having kids some day; I can't get away from people who think I would make a good priest; and I don't know if I am emotionally dependent enough to live the single life.

On top of that, I've been tearing myself apart trying to figure out some Why's about my friends. (for more info. on that, you'll have to talk with me in person - too little room on the internet for that)

Now that I'm completely exhausted, I need to go on a date with my pillow.