Back to School
Well, mis amigos, it's that time again. BACK TO SCHOOL!!
I can't say that I'm not happy about this. I mean with every semester I'm closer to graduation. While this is its own reward for me, I also don't want this to come too quickly.
I like school and learning; I really would be very comfortable staying in college for quite a while. Although this is not feasible, I secretly wish for it.
Anyway, I graduate next December and I'm happy about the new prospects that I have. I may soon decide what steps I will take toward obtaining a Masters degree. I think my love for school and fear of "growing up" will have a big impact on this decision. The longer I take to finish school and start teaching, the longer I can consider myself a kid.
Of course, in weighing the pros and cons of this decision, I am considering the impact it will have on my career; so I am acting grown-up and making tough grown-up decisions, but I don't like to think of myself as a grown-up.
In case you were wondering, here are the sides to this decision:
Earn Masters while teaching...
- costly, very costly
- this is what most people do, it is traditional and fool-proof
- this is what I had planned on doing, and I hate changing my plans (kind of like stopping at stop signs)
- my students will be very close to my own age
- I will know enough to teach the content
Earn Masters as full-time student...
- possibly free course load, with pay on the side
- not a popular method: awkward afterward getting 1st year job with Masters pay
- new idea and I don't want to rush into it on a whim
- once finished, my students will be much younger than me
- valuable teaching experiences in Masters program and much more sound knowledge of content
Basically, I have to decide if I want to overcome the inertia of my plans to this point.
It's a toughy, but I AM happy to be back in school at TMC.
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I can't say that I'm not happy about this. I mean with every semester I'm closer to graduation. While this is its own reward for me, I also don't want this to come too quickly.
I like school and learning; I really would be very comfortable staying in college for quite a while. Although this is not feasible, I secretly wish for it.
Anyway, I graduate next December and I'm happy about the new prospects that I have. I may soon decide what steps I will take toward obtaining a Masters degree. I think my love for school and fear of "growing up" will have a big impact on this decision. The longer I take to finish school and start teaching, the longer I can consider myself a kid.
Of course, in weighing the pros and cons of this decision, I am considering the impact it will have on my career; so I am acting grown-up and making tough grown-up decisions, but I don't like to think of myself as a grown-up.
In case you were wondering, here are the sides to this decision:
Earn Masters while teaching...
- costly, very costly
- this is what most people do, it is traditional and fool-proof
- this is what I had planned on doing, and I hate changing my plans (kind of like stopping at stop signs)
- my students will be very close to my own age
- I will know enough to teach the content
Earn Masters as full-time student...
- possibly free course load, with pay on the side
- not a popular method: awkward afterward getting 1st year job with Masters pay
- new idea and I don't want to rush into it on a whim
- once finished, my students will be much younger than me
- valuable teaching experiences in Masters program and much more sound knowledge of content
Basically, I have to decide if I want to overcome the inertia of my plans to this point.
It's a toughy, but I AM happy to be back in school at TMC.
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3 Comments:
At January 11, 2005 1:02 PM, Anonymous said…
Dave said...
Well I don't know what you should do but I agree on that not wanting to grow up thing.
Oh and on a side note whichever way you chosse you'll be a great teacher I can tell by many ways but just seeing how well you did with all those 8th graders sunday, you just scream GREAT teacher!
At January 26, 2005 8:17 PM, Smess said…
Hey Cuzz...you know how I feel about you leaving, but I know that you have to do what's best for you and I agree with Dave that you will be a great teacher no matter when you start!! I love you!!
At January 26, 2005 9:11 PM, Anonymous said…
Thanks Dave and Cuzzin...
You're both amazing friends.
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